Thursday, June 14, 2007

what's up (or down)

Hi, funny that I had a tailspin after I wrote my first blog. I went crazy and restless, and so obvious that I frightened my junior staff. But now I'm ok.
I miss my daughter, she's at my sis place camping with her cousins. She's very happy
and excited to be with them. Guess, she feels lonely alone at home.
I spoke to my hubby. I wish that he could afford to take care of us.
I don't like to be away from him.
I miss him alot.
I'm afraid to take chances. I'm so comfortable with my life that I'm afraid of letting go
and tryout new life.
It is a big gamble to just let go, but sometimes I can't take it being alone and away
from him. I need a shoulder to lean on. I'm tired of being strong,
and being the strength for others. For once I want to be the one
in need.

1 comment:

a-ngelove said...

Put your faith in the ALmighty and HE will give you strength to go on. and guide you thru... =) don't worry! We're here for you too. and it's ok to want to need comfort and seek assistance. it's a sign of weakness as mere servants of Allah... to remind us that we need him.

=P i'm not trying to preach ehhh... haha. just providing comfort in any way i can. hope u're fine! see you at the carnival!