Little Sister

Last night I was questioned by my big brother of my whereabouts.
He ends it with a "merayap aje kau" and a disapproval look on his face.

I'm 36 years old, and a mother of a 10yr old kid.
Why am I being question as if I'm a 16 year old teenager.
It's a wonder why my brother, who loves spending time with his friends,
is now questioning my morale values just because I'm out with my girlfriends.
And for goodness sake, I was out to run errant and then for supper, only.
It's not like I'm parading across town, with toyboys on both arms, and
with a champagne glass in my hand.
The worse part of all, this happened in front of my girlfriends.

Sometimes, I wonder when do big brothers, mothers & fathers stop treating us like children.
I was disappointed with my brother for doing what he did.
He should know me better, and not get influenced by my mom, who is
constantly complaining about me whenever she sees that I have a life outside the house.

Sometimes, I just feel like leaving Singapore. Just pack my bags and leave without
thinking of the things or consequences I would be leaving behind.
I'm tired of doing the 'right' things, to fulfil to someone elses needs.
How about my needs?
Has any of them think about Me before they demand on Me?
I guess they see me as the one to meet their demands and their needs,
and by forsaking me as a person or a human being.

Last night, I told off my brother that I'm no longer his Little Sister.
Till today he has not replied me.
I hope for his sake that he realised what he did was wrong.