That Light-headed feeling

Today, my lightheaded-ness return.
I was gigglish, cracking jokes, and simply get carried away with myself.

Started the day with getting my hubby to call me at work.
This is to proclaim that I'm still married, and happily at it, too.
Don't know why, but I had to do this once in a while.
So my hubby called at the precise time that I instructed, and I started
the day at work flirting with my hubby on the phone for ~30mins.

After that, somehow I sensed that the mood at work was more relaxed.
The flirtatious young guy was a bit muted.
I guess he was eavesdropping on my conversation with my hubby.
I got a sense of relief that I finally feel not stupid anymore, after yesterday's blunder.

My dearest hubby, very attentive when we're far apart.
He listens to my complains, my neurotic thoughts, even my very, very
naggy moods don't turn him off.
I guess distance makes him very patient.

My light-headed ness started when suddenly I was invited for lunch,
and then again for tea-break.
I was trying to act cool, not wanting to show this fella my grin from ear to ear... heee!
It's not that I have feelings for him, it's just that it's flattering to have
someone giving me his full attention.
Actually I've been getting spoilt by the guys at work.
I don't know if its becos of my position or becos I'm the only female around.
I'm not trying to take advantage of my position.
But it's fun when these guys pamper me around.
Really feel like the Queen bee.
My hubby says its because I'm the Queen among the Kings.
I called it Queen among the subjects....heee... very cruel........!!

I guess the guys don't mind.
I don't order them around much, most of the work comes effortlessly
when people are willing to walk the ground with you.
I guess that's why I'm feeling light-headed at work.
It is knowing that your people trust you and know that you are listening
and having their interest at heart and sincerely care for them.
I'm glad I win over their trusts.
It really makes my work easier.
Anyway ...
You can't be a leader if you have no one to lead.