Dreamers

I had a sad, and rather wild dream last night.
I woke up with a lump in my throat, I nearly wept.
The dream went like this...

Somehow, I was back to when I was single and I frequently spent my time in KT.
Well, one day, my parents' friends came with their children.
They had several children, young girls & 2 boys slightly older than me.
I got to know them and we talked alot.
But there elder of the 2 boys was not too friendly.
He would just listen and smile once in a while.
Somehow I liked the elder one better.
After they left, we received some gifts & letters from the boys.
It was a nice gesture, and I was happy to receive them.

Then one day, I had to attend a wedding hosted by this family.
I met both of the boys, but then I get to know the elder one better.
We talked, and I got to like him more.
Then a storm came, and all of us had to take shelter at their home.
In the rush, I lost him among the crowds.
When things were okay, I went around looking for him.

Whenever I mention his name, his family members will look
at me strangely.
But then, the younger brother told me something
that surprises me, and it hit me like a bullet.

What he told me was,
"How do you know Abraham? Why are you looking for him?"
I answered "He was with me before...."

But then he said "He's haunting you, cause he passed away sometime ago..."

A chill ran through me. I was so saddened and bewildered by the answer.
I was shocked and frightened and sad at the same time.
I had no tears to cry, but it was the sadness that really pains me.
When I woke up, I was still having this heavy sadness in my heart.

So much for my wild imagination.


anyway, Abraham looks like Matthew McConaughey....heeee...